booHOOS!

2007-12-16T02:34:00.000-08:00

three things that i will mention - SEAgames, ASIANidol, CHIPMUNKSmovie.

SEAgames, which was held in Korat, officially ended on the 15thdecember. it was rather exciting for certain games like badminton and swimming as strong players were up against each other vying for the gold medal. one game that i should mention was the badminton singles final between kendrick(singapore) and taufik hidayat(indonesia). everyone knew that taufik hidayat, the world's no.7, will definitely win the game, but still, kendrick put up a very strong defence and good attitude(mentality) till the end. result - taufik won 2-0. and yah, indonesia dominated the badmiton arena(as usual) (:

pictures.

ASIANidol.

india, indonesia, malaysia, philippines, singapore and vietnam idols arrived in jakarta for the competition which was held at the jakarta international expo. every single contestants gave their best and im rather impressed by some, esp Jaclyn who has great voice (i thought she would win too). Ken(one of the judges) said one phrase when he was asked who will be the winner - he said, "Asian is the winner" . that impressed me(:

anyway, the winner of ASIANidol is HadyMirza. it suprised me at first as i thought it would be Jaclyn or Mike who will be crowned, but still, congratulations to him. i bet many singaporeans have voted for him throughout the night and days and blabla.

and guess what he got for winning ASIANidol? you cant believe it (i swear LOL).

HE GETS TO TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD IN BUSINESS CLASS! gosh, what a prize man ):

dont be envious haha.

pictures

CHIPMUNKSmovie.

after a year or so of not going to the cinema, i finally went today!

jane called me 30 minutes after i woke up (i was watching tv then) and asked me out to watch movie at plazasingapura. liting, benghong and kannan were present too. we had lunch at carl's junior which was super fulfilling with its burger that requires at least 10 mouthbites of mine XD.

oh, we went to watch ALVIN and the CHIPMUNKS. it was one funny show but critics were rather negative. alvin, theodore and simon were the chipmunks which can sing(: and their songs are gooooood and cute?. okay, they are adorable.

rate it 6.5 out of 10. it is worth the $7 tickets but not the $9.50 tickets. go catch it if you can.

deleted the previous post as i guess it's all over and i should try and get used to it.

ohwells, sometimes i wonder if human beings have emotions.

human beings are selfish creature who can only think for themselves (that's why it is rare to find men who think themselves as second). i strongly believe that there are such people around in this world but it could be only 0.01% out of the total human population. men was created by God and we were taught not to be selfish, but to share what we have. i went for confession on friday and Father gave me a word - generosity. he told me that as a human being, we have to be generous. not just in the sense of materials but also in terms of emotions, forgiveness, etc. therefore he said that it is wrong for men to look down at their fellow men when he is at the peak. instead, he should lend his helping hand to those who needed it.

what Father said is true. men should be generous towards each other.

once, someone said this - "going to a good school doesnt determine what your future path has in store for you". in other words, by going to a good school doesnt predict that you will become successful in life. i believe, truly believe.

2007-12-13T23:05:00.000-08:00

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[edit]

yesterday was the best morning that can ever happen during the holidays.
it wasnt raining and the weather was good, extremely good. despite the urge of staying at home awating for the results of the PAE, i've decided to go to kallang.
ohhh, everything just went so well in the morning (daniel is the best luhs).
it took my mind off from the whole PAE thing and enjoyed myself really much!
the agonizing moment came when i reached home (ran home). so much for everything, i was posted to pioneer (i wanted nanyang or catholic). ohwells, i thought i should just give it a try, who knows i might like the school(: but still, i want to try to appeal.

oh, the special treat for the day.
Manjusri and GESSBand concert, Mbrosia. it was pretty good (though i love the ending more).
despite the lack of sleep and me being tired, i tried to stay awake. still, i fell asleep at one part of the concert ):

i just finished watching 2 japanese dramas. (i can say that japanese dramas are way better than those serials that you watch in tv) as usual, just click on the title will do(:

1. hana kimi (japanese version) by the way, the series is complete.

summary.
Mizuki Ashiya, a Japanese girl in the U.S., one day sees the young athlete Izumi Sano compete in the high jump on television. She begins to idolize him, and decides to move to Japan to attend the same school as him. However, Izumi goes to an all-boys school, so Mizuki disguises herself as a boy to achieve her dream of being with her idol.

2. Proposal Daisakusen

summary.
Yamashita Tomohisa and Nagasawa Masami play a young man and woman who have been friends for seven years. Yamashita's character, Iwase Ken, is obstinate and unskilled in love, but he has fallen for the lively and cheerful woman, Yoshida Rei, played by Nagasawa, who is about to get married. While attending the wedding ceremony, a sudden time slip sends the man back in time, giving him a second chance to make her his girlfriend.

so, do enjoy watching both. also, their OST is a piece of jewel.

Yamashita Tomohisa is one COOL actor.
he doesnt smile much in the drama (but he looks better that way)

so much for everything, i still find it hard to trust human beings.
they claimed to be your friend, but in actual fact, they are not. when you are leading, they would be envious, but when you are down, they looked down on you pretty much.
is this what you call 'friends'?

2007-12-08T14:23:00.000-08:00

Ichi Ritoru no Namida (one litre of tears)

it is an absolute touching movie, where audiences shed 1 litre of tears (or more). and, it is worth the tears that you shed.

SYNOPSIS.

Based on a true story. This story is about a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease,Spinocerebellar Degeneration in which the nerve cells of areas necessary for the human body to move and balance - including the cerebellum, brain stem, and spinal cord - transforms and eventually disappears. But lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The original story is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. Aya's only wish was “to live." and this drama depicts it very strongly.

it is really a nice drama series (but dont worry, it's english subtitled). this drama seems rather different from the original story as the character Asou Haruto(Nishikido Ryo) doesnt exist in the very first place. anyway, just enjoy the series alright. cry as much as you want(:

OH! let me say this out loud!
Nishikido Ryo is way HOT!

I'm like soooooo crazy over him :D
His acting skill is way good and woot, SUPERB luhs.
oooohhhh he is soooooo cooooool!

and click at the title to watch the series.
one litre of tears
watch watch and cry cry. enjoy alright!(:

just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing.

2007-12-04T03:29:00.000-08:00

read the following and think about it (tell me. and i will tell you a super touching drama)

On the opposite coast of sadness

is something called a smile

But before we can go there,

is there something we’re waiting for?
In order to chase our dreams,

we can’t have a reason to run away

We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day
If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh

Because like a boat that opposes the stream

we have to walk straight on
In a place worn down by sadness

something called a miracle, is waiting

Yet we are still searching

for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring
The warrior who awaits the morning light

before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall
Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness

only relying on the light of the moon

We have to fly away with featherless wing

just go foward, just a little further
As the rainclouds break

the wet streets sparkling

Although it brings only darkness

A powerful, powerful light

helps push us to walk on

introducing another japanese series(it's really nice, trust me)
attention please (leave the special parts the last alright!)

it's not wrong to do certain things, but as long as it doesnt go against you conscience, it is way alright. cheer up earthlings(:

blogger doesnt allow me to post this last night, argh
by the way, today is the 5th LOL.

2007-11-30T02:38:00.000-08:00

holidays are booooooooring! it's making me crazy as each day passed :(
so, i just realised that RAYMOND, my primary school friend, has left for indo and will be heading to US in the next few days :( i have not seen him for many many years, but i did remember that i met him one time (still, i forgot when was it). all the best, raymond(:

should i be thankful to jaslyn?
she introuduced me this particular japanese drama and since then, i kept on watching more and more of those dramas for the past few days. yah, to kill time.
okay, i think i should thank her LOL. thankyou(:
previously(before Os), i wished that i could have more than 24hours in a day, but now(after Os), i wish to have less than 24hours. ha ha.

i am really getting bored for the past few days.
eat sleep basketball teevee surfnet church out. boooooring!
arghhhhhhh, boredom kills :(

ohyah, shall introduce the japanese dramas that i watched(just click).
1. Dance Drill
2. Ganbatte Ikimasshoi
enjoy(:
and i will be watching more too.

i cant wait for tuesday and thursday to come(:

2007-11-24T04:00:00.000-08:00

this post is dedicated to the one and only LEONARD HARTONO [:

before i forget, i am really really sorry that i didnt send ya off today(despite your call at 2am plusplus). my apology.
and yah, LEONARD, i can say that you are one of a kind type of friend.
he is your normal average guy, but...
LEONARD loves to self-praise [:
LEONARD loveees to call me names(he calls me 'cebol', which means shortie)
LEONARD always wakes up late(which mades me mad haha)
LEONARD always makes the people around him laugh and happy(:
LEONARD is a helpful guy(from my point of view)
these are the things that made him different from others.

okay LEONARD, since you cant be with us anymore, i can only hope the best for you. study hard there and be the best as you can be alright.
it's hard to part with a friend whom you have known for sometime, but i guess that's what life is all about. hey, cheerup my friend. just remember that you have friends back here in singapore(:
i am so gonna miss ya. all the best my friend. and do go to church often alright(eventhough you wish to be a freethinker)
LEONARD, if ya still remember, we did not watch a midnight movie ):

LEONARD is going away, IPKAW too.
dear lord, why must these happen? bless them OLORD.

2007-11-22T02:18:00.000-08:00

If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend

class chalets are all done, be it 2e and 4i.
both stayover were great and i seemed to enjoy it, of course with the companion of my friends(:
2e's chalet ended today and i was disappointed that i couldnt make it for the bbq as i was sick, really sick. i must have missed out so much fun.
nonetheless, i enjoyed the first night with my exclassmates!
we didnt really get the chance to sleep as we were too active.
we stayed up till the wee morning. we went crazy, watched movies, went cycling :D
chengpin sultan kede zhengyi jaslyn me cycled to bedokjetty where we sat down and had a little chat. we shared everything under the starless night sky. and we even had a little debate as to whether it was a helicopter or an aeroplane that was flying really fast.
however, chengpin was really lethargic. he kept quiet most of the time and he was 'complaining' when we decided to watch sunrise. and thus, we decided to leave when we saw daybreak (there wasnt any sunrise lor). fortunately, we were able to catch some sleep and have a good bath(:
i went back home and didnt come back. missed out the fun during bbq ):

okay, my secondary school life ends here and i cant bear to part with my friends. but of course, i have to do so(with a heavy heart). Growing up and making the right decisions are examples of maturity that i have gained during the course. But of course, there are plenty of things that will make me turn back the clock and look at this peakpoint of my life.
there's a big change from the stephanie in sec1 to the stephanie in sec4.
i used to be a very quiet and conservative girl who 'hates' guys haha. cant imagine right? but now, i find it easy to speak to guys rather than to girls(some). unlike 4 years ago, i am more active right now. i tend to enjoy doing activities, rather than just stoning at home ):

the first 2years in secondary school life was a pleasant one and i have made countless of friends. unfortunately, the last 2years(which was supposed to be fun) was sort of a disaster ): i just couldnt get along with certain people cus of their characters(attitude). also, many didnt turn up during chalet(not even the bbq), so what do you call this?
we had lots of fun but... ... ...
on another hand, regrets are unavoidable. like any other human beings, i made wrong choices about certain things. sometimes, i wondered if i could redo them, but being me, i told myself to live on and strive hard. it's hard sometimes, but i believe God will give me the strength to carry on.

my heartfelt thankyous to all my friends, who supported me right from down under. im so gonna miss you guys, but parting is unavoidable. also, my appreciation to the teachers who have guided me till this far(esp, mrphua)

mrphua(:

jaslyn(the best) LOL, heard that jazoooo.

on a side note, for those who have the photos from the gradnite, do send it to me.
please, send them to
stephanie_tabalujan@hotmail.com

you will be greatly appreciated(:

i am still waiting, waiting till there's no tomorrow.
such a retard to wait for you? i guess not. i will wait(:

HIATUS!

2007-11-17T00:31:00.000-08:00

look at this picture. it says everything all alright.

4i chalet was great despite a rather poor attendance, esp for the girls. can you imagine that there were only 3 girls who stayed overnight on the first night and 5 girls on the second.
we biked(mostly), talked, ate, blahblah. and and and, we ate quite a large amount of icecream during this chalet haha.
i had a total fun with all my friends! and also, we played lots of cards games. such as the modified murderer, uno, etc. and thanks to mrphua for the fortune telling session, but i didnt have mine looked at. but it was really cool(:
on the second day, we biked all the way to the changi runway and saw about 3 or 4 planes took off. it was an amazing moment,once in a blue moon i guess.

i did some rough thoughts as i saw the planes sped through the runway and finally fly off.
it was just like the moments in our lives. we grew up day by day and finally leaving our parents care to travel to a whole new world. these moments made me tear softly, secretly and i wish that i would be able to share these moments with that special someone. do a shoutout, baby

anyways, we had fun under the sun and the moon. the moments spent with my friends are the moments that i will cherish as long as i live. and let me do a shoutout, I LOVE MY FRIENDS(:

ps. pictures will be up real sooon that's if i got hold of them by tomorrow. do look out :D

friends, they are really my friends(:

i fell for you yesterday, tomorrow and forever

2007-11-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

it's finally over, FINALLY. the Olevels, i meant.
yay, it's time for us to have a good long, deserving break.
i kept watching teevee all day long. They have pretty good shows around, such as 'Cheaper by the Dozen', 'Maid in Manhattan', 'Meet Joe Black' and 'Annapolis'. yes, 4 old movies in a day, in 2 channels(: i am pretty slack aren't i?
i am trying to do up something but dont even know if i will be in time to finish it, pray hard though.
seriously, i felt different when i dont do any TYS questions, flip those books, and studying LOL.
i felt rather guilty of not studying, weird huh.

it seems that my post is getting shorter each time i blogged. and no pictures or whatsoever for the past (whatever) number of posts.
here's one picture worth mentioning.

the SBC peeps at vivocity, outside CKTANG.
imagine yourself trying to take a picture with 13people in it, must be hilarious isnt it?
there were 13 of us and the one who took the photo was some shopper(passerby that we picked randomly, judging by their walking attitude). when we have the photographer in hand, we started to organize ourselves. we were rather messy, serious.
and so, when we were posing or something, shoppers looked at us and gave a stare and an addition of chicky smiles and laughters, i wonder why though.
it was embarrassing enough that we took a picture outside CKTANG LOL.
so, this picture is reeeaaaaaaly meaningful alright, amen.
okay, that's all folks.

and and and and, i hate holidays!

2007-11-09T00:56:00.000-08:00

the sun is up. it marks the time for us to play.

8thnov.
taking a break from books (yeah right).
went to sentosa with SBC youths. not that many, bout 20 of us i guess.
it started off with a drizzle, but heaven was on our side(:
it stopped drizzling soon after we reached, and the sun was up, YAY!
we didnt have a soccer game as GP's soccer ball was rather hard, too much air was pumped in.
i guess, we have fell in love with volleyball and cycling after the trip. haha.
that's eventhough we are rather noob in volleyball.
i found back my love for the game since i have lost interest in it 2 years back(:
the passion is still there.
okayy, i'm just trying to emphasize how much fun i had, but it's undescribable lurhs.
made new friends, interacted with others, had a total fun(:
YAY, a happy day indeed.
pictures will be up sooon. do look out.
many thanks to the BOSSes who organised the trip

new friends are hard to break, but they are the ones who brought joy to your life, eventhough if it is just for a day.
thankyou all(:
rak. giving me a new hope is everything.yipeeeee.

mug hard, and i cant wait for sunday to come!
and it seems that i love church more than ever, amen.

2007-11-06T13:06:00.000-08:00

a 6day break before the last breakthrough!
and life still goes on like nobody's business.

i was suprised to see the bio paper, mygosh.
lots of graphs here and there. i was stunned when i flipped to the very first page.
essays - gosh. pretty difficult. it's like, whatever you studied, didnt even come out.
for example, chapters on pollution, heart, nutrition, etc.
but still some people said that it was easy. okayy smarty pants. LOL.
i wonder how MCQ gonna be.

oh wells, 6 days rest = 6 days of mugging, really mugging.
it's gonna be the last lap.
and all the best for those who are taking papers today. 3papers, gosh.

it's gonna end soon, lets work hard(:

im looking forward to thursday, SENTOSA(:

smile and smile. muah!

happy belated birthday, hippojack!

2007-11-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

i wish, i wish, i wish... for a change, for a miracle.
i want ... that's all.
ohwells, life still goes on~

i wish i have the courage to say it.
i have kept it down for a long period of time and it has stayed dormant since then.
i need a miracle.
i need a brave heart.
it's hard to say _______

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, bro!(:

2007-10-30T02:06:00.000-07:00

you made me travel round the world just to find that you are the special one.

gosh, i feel so lost.
it seems that life is such a bore. there seems to be no life in me.
i hardly smile and laugh. i hardly had fun.
i wish i am my self again :/

Os is a monster. a real monster.
when i did the paper, lots of things came across my mind.
'what if i dont do well?' . 'ohknows, i dont know how to do this question!'
i am very sure that many of you had the same experiences.
however, i refused to give up.
after the maths paper, many said that the paper was easy and they had approximately an hour to sleep. but i didnt.
then it made me wonder. 'why didnt i have an hour to spare, just like the rest?' and now i know the reason.

i just dont get it. dont get certain things.
anyway, i am having a 2day break. YAY!
time for mugging, again :(

2007-10-17T00:24:00.000-07:00

im not going to blog stuffs about Os, exams, or whatever shit that has got to do with studies.
it's all bout my feelings. yah, my feelings! enjoy(:

i just dont understand them
why do they dislike her sooo much?
is it wrong to isolate oneself cause your nature is like that?
i just dont understand. it's being unfair to her.
she's a human being too.
at the mention of her name, all of you ran away. why?
i dont know her well enough, but i guess she is not that bad.
she is nice. it's just that you cant just appreciate her.

sometimes, i dont understand certain things.
when you are seen as being nice to people, they might take advantage of you.
so, what should i do?
what can i do to stop all the problems? :(

if humans are able to control their greed, why cant they control their hatred against others?

the thought of you is making me go wild, but
it ends tonight.
forever.

2007-10-09T23:41:00.000-07:00

is hatred the only thing what we have within us?
i believe that there's an angel in everyone of us.
but it seems that none can be seen.
we are humans, we do make mistakes. all of you out there arent spared either.
i guess its time to look back and think through about the things that we had done and said.
does it hurt others or does it makes others happy?
do apoogize. dont let hatred control your life.
it's time for me to say, SORRY to all, from the bottom of my heart.
if i do offend you guys, im really sorry. i guess thats all that i can say.
let's cherish the last few days that we have with each other(:

2007-09-25T19:50:00.000-07:00

truth to be told. i am super pissed today!
i am not happy with the whole moderation thing.
hm, it does gives me an advantage and stuff but i just think that this whole moderation thing is unjustified. i am not trying to be selfish or anything. i just feel that this whole thing is not right.
ohcomeon. adding 10marks for emaths! isnt it way too much? so those who have gotten 65 will be having an A1 on their paper. this is so unjustified.

________, i could hardly trust your word. "the whole moderation is to differentiate between the A1s and A2s." so, where is it now? can you even differentiate it? think about this.
i know that this whole moderation thingy is to help those who cant get a B or something. but you have to consider this carefully. it's not a chid's play or something.
not just bout this moderation thingy that made me pissed.
those people are just way tooooo much.
so what if you get such a high score? do you need to show it off? that's so insensitive of you.
can you please think about the people around you? you have hurt them, is that great?
also, do you have to go to such an extent of begging teachers for marks just because you are "nearly" there? everything is just so unfair.
whatever it is, it's all over. there is nothing that i can change.

"if your attitude deserves the respect of others, i would agree that you deserve what you got"

many thanks to all those people around me.
just wish that everything will go on smoothly.
i need help.

2007-09-24T18:54:00.000-07:00

if that is how they want to do it, i have nothing to say.
the more i say, the more people will think that i am selfish
oh whatever. im no smart. im stupid. i know.
you dont have to say any further.
go and die.
do your stupid thing. whatever.
that's just so unfair.

2007-09-22T01:30:00.000-07:00

i had soooo much fun today!
left my books at home, letting them to collect a day's dust.
went to marina square for dinner after piano.
shopped around and went to clarke quay to have ice cream. to be precise, Häagen-Dazs icecream. i've got the 30% discount card, you see(:
my mum brought her friend along.
and apparently, she is my primary school friend's mummy.
we got lots to catch up eventhough i see him every now and then.
so yah, it was full house at Häagen-Dazs.
we waited. and waited.

while waiting, we went to this place in clarke quay where there are a number of mini fountains.
children were running around and got themselves wet.
ohhhh. at that point of time, i regretted coming out in jeans! arghhh.
and yah, we got plans so as not to be deprived of the fun!
my friend and I went around taking photos of the kids.
it was a one tough job. really tough.
they can really run fast and my camera just couldnt react that fast. argh.
nevermind, we've got some nice photos tooo!

and yah, it wasnt my first time that i went to clarke quay but i enjoyed the atmosphere there as for today.
and i would suggest that all of you guys out there should try visiting that place. esp on saturday night like today.
clarke quay - a place of arts, fun and laughter. where friendship was built up at first sight(:
okay, it is really a nice place. i bet you guys will love it!

photos! the kids are uper CUTE!(:

friendship is built while playing. kids. kids. they amaze me most!

look at what he is holding. it's a shoe!
ho. he is smart.

ignoring and not solving the problem will never get you any where.
you are a coward that will never come out of your tortoise shell.

2007-09-21T23:41:00.000-07:00

humans are complacent, selfish, etc by nature.
humans can never be contented with what they have.
they crave for more eventhough they have got the best amongst all.
it's their nature you see.
however, some people still failed to see the importance of why we disagreed with certain things.
we are not being selfish or whatsoever, we are just fighting for our rights, that's all.
is this wrong?
maybe, he has misunderstood our gesture, but he still shouldnt deny us when we are fighting for our rights. (people will kill me!)
i guess, we have no stand or whatsoever in this community. explanation is nothing. it's just another few sentences that cover up certain lies, hopefully.

in my short pathetic 17 years of life, i had never came across humans that are soooo complacent and proud of oneself.
it's not wrong to be confident of yourself. but, you cant be too proud either.
we are just teenagers and we are already doing this. i cant imagine what will happen to all of us as we grow older. will we be even more selfish, over confident, etc? i doubt we will ever change that attitude of ours. (as the saying goes, a leopard will never change it's spots).

life is short. 'you come and you go'. simple as that.
i am treasuring all the people aound me.
but i do not have the courage to admit that _____

i am satifsfied and i dont want anymore.
i am just being contented with what i have.
and i think YOU should too!

i will persevere till the end!
that's my promise!

why must you do that?
you gave me hope just to let me fall badly again.

2007-09-18T18:25:00.000-07:00

just let it be this way.
it's enough to drive me crazy.
do leave me alone.

your promise. will you ever keep it?

2007-09-14T00:10:00.000-07:00

i'm so glad that i'm still alive after the 1 whole week of prelims.

it doesnt just end today.

there's more coming up next week. oh, please kill me.

enough of prelims, let's talk bout my birthday.

aint special or anything. it's exam period.

but still, mum and dad did celebrate.

okay, i'm glad that people think that i'm turning16. muahah!

felt so young again((:

a big THANKYOUs;

cherylinTNG, cherylynWEE, angelineTEO, angelineLAU, samuel

jaslyn, yoko, vincent, jiajun, kenneth, christineTEO

sultan, jane, rena, leonard, jovy, yixuan, linqian

regina, jiayan, zhaopeng, weiling, lisin

sweehong, jackson, evelyn, mingxian, melisa, hengyi

my cousins(: Blah(whoever you are) and more.

my apologies if i did miss out anyone. i cant remember.

thankyou for the presents too!

and i want to know who is 'Blah'(:

happybelated birthday cherylinTNG and angelineTEO.

im 17, cant believe it!

2007-09-08T00:23:00.000-07:00

church's dinner and dance was great.
it's RETRO night!(:
but i didnt wear anything bout retro as i cant find any costumes.
so yah, it was at GrandCopthorne hotel and the food (inc the services) was great!
why cant our prom nite be there? :(
hm, nice evening.
people danced, enjoyed themseleves, laughed till their jaws dropped.
see, it was a nice evening isnt it?
i enjoyed myself and im sure everyone did.
it's RETRO alright(:

Love is always patient and kind
love is never jealous
love is not boastful or conceited
it is never rude and never seeks its own advantage
it does not take offence or store up grievances.
Love does not rejoice at wrong but finds its joy in the truth.
It is always ready to make allowances, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.
Love never comes to an end.
it's from the bible. and i would agree with it.

i saw you with her.
it just breaks my heart.
it just makes me not to smile again.f
shattered.

2007-09-07T00:45:00.000-07:00

if i lost that trust in you, what should i do?
i dont wish to give you the cold shoulder, but i cant hold my emotions any longer.
i am just too... emotional?
i thought you were one good friend that i could trust and rely on.
but i was proven wrong a few times.
and yet i told myself not to give it up. fourpreciousyears.
i hold on to it. hold and kept on holding.
there will be a day when i cant hold it any longer and just burst everything to you.
you werent like this in the past.
this is a crucial time, i know, but you cant do this to a friend.
i would never do anything to hurt you and yet you did it.
how selfish can you be. huh?!
i was totally wrong bout you. totally wrong.
i am sorry, but i think that everything is over.
OVER!

woof woof has been spamming my tagboard for the past few days.
yes, she kept spamming. my goodness.
but, it's okay(: i can spam hers too. LOL.
hm, yah. ohmy, i love the sports channel from the scv.
US OPEN(:
roddick is out. how sad can i be?

4thsept.
dad's birthday. grandparents were here too!

5thsept.
cousin's birthday. she is at Aus. anyways, happybelatedbirthday to her(:

hm, have been listening to 98.7fm. the mutton's show.
it's really hillarious.
and the songs that they played.
whoola! nice lar! :D

okay, woof woof. im here(:

2007-09-01T00:14:00.000-07:00

HappyTeachersDay to all the teachers out there.
esp to mrphua and mrlimchoonbeng.

mrphua: i guess you have showed me what a teacher really is. you not just care bout our academics, but you also took great care of our well beings, yes the 42 of us. what a massive family you have right here. you were so friendly to us, sedom lost you temper and always approaches us using the soft way. you were just like our dad in school. maths lessons were enjoyable to us but not with the tonnes of prelim papers you had for us(: and btw, congrats on winning the wellrounded teacher award!

mrlimchoonbeng: i know you will never see this, but yeah. i really do admire you. i admire your passion for teaching and your patience with us. you gave us extra practicals and went all out just to make sure that we understood the chapter before you moved on. you showed us the wave motion in the pond despite the light rain. how many teachers are like you? also, you were willing to help me despite anything. you are soooo GREAT! and hm my apologies for sleeping in your class. i didnt mean to do it. and thankyou for calling me up which woke me up from my slumber. certainly, without doubt, you cared so much for us and i respect you for what you had done for us. my salute to you. seriously, if there's no you, i wont be so much interested in physics.
happyteachersday, mrlim(:

certainly, i wont understand why some people were not happy that we got to do the pracs first. but i can understand how they feel. things will get better i hope.

the past kept haunting me and im afraid to get out of that black hole.
will you just let me go?

2007-08-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

slept at 3am and woke up at 6am.
i was physically and mentally tired, but i enjoyed today's celebration(:
beyourselfday was utterly fun and it was super duper nice.
everyone had the courage to dress up and i love the way 4F dressed up.
4I didnt do that bad either. esp JANE! woof woof. she dressed up as a surgeon and it looked soooo real!(:

everything changes according to time and situations.
if i would have the power to change my destiny, i would have done so.
what's done cant be undone. it's the past.
i can only work hard and persevere.
hopefully, everything will turn out well.

saxist, thanks for the day!(:
i enjoyed it much.
and science fair was great!(:
learnt tonnes of stuff which were useful,of course.
yes yes. science fair was utterly enjoyable!!

2007-08-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

happyBELATED birthday to carmel(:

ahhh! :((
mrphua's coming back tomorrow.
and i didnt even finish a single shit of amaths paper.
ohnooooos.

2007-08-24T22:15:00.000-07:00

to 'relieve' my kind of stress, i have decided to do up my blogskins.
had a hard time finding the picture but yeah, it's over.

prelims are on the way. and im feeling the tension of it.
i know how important prelim is, thus i have to strive. strive hard, man.

not really a hectic week that i had.
but i was super duper pissed off. yes, pissed off badly.
human beings by nature, i cant blame them totally.
however, do they think bout the people around them? i guess not.
when they are happy, they just laughed their ass off.
and when they are unhappy and want to ____, they just shout at you and shooo you away.
oh, whatever luhs.
whatever it is, it's over. ohgosh.

lots of homework to be done and ss prelim is coming up. tuesday!
and, i did my piano exams. screwed ya know.

pa-ss-er-by. muahahs

2007-08-17T00:17:00.000-07:00

i just have enough of everything!
it's all enough.
you guys have pushed me to the limit.
you guys have made everything as though it is all my fault.
you can only rant at me infront of everyone, for no reason without telling me what to do previously.
what is this?
are you being fair to me? NO!
argh. cant believe i am doing all these.
i am always sandwiched between teachers and parents.
i am no longer the girl whom you guys always know.
i can't be who i am.
i want to be who i am.
I HAVE ENOUGH!
the laughters that you guys had was exchanged for the blood that we bleed out.

a passerby who never know anything. oh whatever.
raise up your hand high and let others notice you.
good grief, i cant imagine that.

2007-08-09T02:10:00.000-07:00

once a saxist, forever a saxist!(:

the deep emotion that i had with the section is undescribable.

it's beyond words.

the very first time that i joined band, i was asked to go to the percussion section.

fortunately, there was an extra saxophone and i was transfered! yippeee(:

so, i work my way. getting comfortable with the sax. and wohoos, i can master it.

my first performance was the national day celebrations.05

i love the people in my section. be it the seniors and juniors.

they are totally loved(:

every national day celebrations, saxist would get into our high mode and be CRAZY!

and that made us what we are.

I am released of any duty.

i thought i would be happy as i dont have to go back for practices.

however, it was wrong!

i missed those times. im not sure why either.

anyways,

a big fat THANKYOU to my wonderful section for the super mega beautiful memories(:

pictures. thanks to jaslyn.

the saxophonist(:

if we can fly, we will fly to the moon€

all the no evils, except jaslyn!

jaslyn thinks that this is artistic LOL

we ended the day on a high note!

JUMP(:

minikingkong.

part of a chapter in my life.

thankyou(:

2007-08-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

what could i say bout today. i am totally speechless.
i enjoyed today, totally. it was awesome!
i could agree that it was the best national day celebration in my 4yrs in GESS.
however, in the midst of our happiness, there is sadness too.
today is the last time that i am performing with the band :(

being a foreigner in the midst of singaporeans, i felt comfortable celebrating singapore's national day with everyone of them and I'm glad that i am part of the celebration :D
and so, the band members got into this super mega high mode and start standing, singing and swaying as though everyone is invisible.
we had a time of total madness(:
esp when choir was performing. it's not just the choir who was singing. NCC and Band sang too! im not very sure bout other UG.
and yah, 4I did a great job too. the whole class stood up and sway and sing and bla bla together. amazing isnt it?(((: mr phua joined in too!
and and and. mr AJ led us in the singing of national anthem.
it was the very first time that i heard the school sang it so loud. it's mega loud.
wohhoo. how i wish that the school will sing with that volume everyday.

it was ROD today.
and it was my last day in the band, and im pretty sad with it. it's time for the juniors to take the responsibility.
however, before the POP, we had phototaking session.
and hello! the photographer took eons to come and take our photos. argh!
nevermind. POP was at 12pm. it's one hot afternoon, man.
we got our trophies and stuff. super cool.
and i was hungry. seriously hungry.
but thankgoodness, it ends fast.
and it was time to go and eat and exchange presents! gave all my presents and got some too(: timo and rain gave me roses. soooo nice :D
and my juniors gave me this soft present. thanks(:
we went to take some photos. yupps, we had fun.

to all the saxophonist.
hey all, all of you have to work hard okays. and SHINE!(:
im gonna miss you all, and im sure the rest of the seniors do too.
i will try to come back often, but no promise.
so yah, i had fun today! and i hope you guys had fun too(:

everything that has happened today was good till ... ...
yah you know. i seriously regret the things that i had done.
how i wish that i could turn back time and make a correct choice.
if everyone change, why doesnt the world change too?

small lost = it suxs.
argh im damn argh! everything bout it sux.
if i can quit, i will.

2007-08-03T23:30:00.000-07:00

friday it is.
after such a terrible week in school, i finally had something to seek solace in for the weekend.
sometimes, i do wonder why did i do such foolish things. come to think of it again, i guess it was of no reason/cause.
i cant control my emotions. i will just let go of it when it's the right time. im just gonna explode.

it's not worth doing all the stuffs when none appreciates it.
When you have put in so much effort and time, others can only condemn.
When you stressed yourself upside down, no one can understand how you feel but just keep on adding to the super mega heavy burden that you are carrying.
When you were once lonely and needed someone to talk to, who was willing to be there for you?no one.
When you think that this is the end of the world, only your loved ones will tell you that they will miss you badly and exoect you not to go. others are merely spectators, they simply ont give a damn bout it.
too much have been said.
in actual fact, what are friends for? i really want to know the real reason.

in a transpose period like this, i can only say that friends are just superficial.
when they really need help, they will come to you. if not, they will just kick you aside and just cant be bothered if you live or you die.
if one can actually understands how i feel and what i have went through, you will know what i meant.
it's not easy to live up to expectations. but i will try.
if others can do it, so can i.

high low, low high.
bunch of idiots. im gonna laugh my ass off!

2007-07-28T23:32:00.000-07:00

if promises are not meant to be made, dont ever made one.
cuz if you ever made one, you have just made an empty promise.

2007-07-22T12:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY YOKO,ZIYU and HAIRUL(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE(:
SWEET 16 to all!

updates!

went for Carpenters Tools International Concert (USA) on the 14July2007. accompanied by yoko, chengpin, yeeshuan and pohgek(: and we had FUN!

then came the schooldays.
aww, i hate it. seriously hate it.

and as for saturday, i went to school for physics practical.
went to yoko's house in the evening(:
ha! we had tonnes of fun. playing, chatting, eating, etc. in the end, went home at 11plus.

pictures.

yupps, the 5 of us

i love his hair!

she's not that bad looking rite?

if times were to turn back, i would wished for something that i would have never wished before.

2007-07-13T23:17:00.000-07:00

apparently, there are tonnes of work waiting for me to do.
english, amaths, bio, chem, etc.
a hectic weekend for me indeed :(

went to watch a concert by Chisholm Catholic College Band (Aus) last sunday.
they were AWESOME(: we shouted "encore" thrice and they kept playing, ha!

school days arent the ones that i love the most.
it can get really boring.
MOCKs results are out. everything except Amaths.
hohoho. all Bs and Cs plus a D for bio :(
have to buck up. lots to catch up.

emotion wise. sigh.
i have nothing much to say.
LIARS are all around. damn it.
i am learning on how to forgive and forget, but it aint easy.
the barrier that was created recently will continue to be there unless you gain back my trust.

to the someone who has lent me a pair of listening ears that day.
THANKYOU.
you were being very nice that day, i owe you one.
everything was so unexpected and you were there to talk me through.
you saw my tears rolling down my cheeks and was worried for me.
im very grateful for the things that you have done for me. THANKYOUs(:
things werent the same as before, but im always here for you. that's your promise.

2007-07-07T23:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHICHENG!(:

summary of the week,
BORING! life is really boring.
Wimbledon kept my boring life interesting. haha!

i used to love going to school.
but for now, i dreaded it.
school used to be the place that i want to be in all the time.
but for now, i am comfortable at home :/

things that had happened in school made me sick.
it made me realise how bad a human being can turn to in desperate situation.
LIARS. they are all liars. big time liars.
it's impossible to have trust in them.
and im not gonna to.

got back MOCKs results.
damn pissed at myself for doing so badly.
i knew that i didnt put in the effort this time round, but i still felt lousy when i got back the papers.
i have let people down which i didnt mean to :(
ohwells, determination is the word.

Olevel Chinese oral.
it was a mind taxing one.
i was so nervous that i took a heavy breath each time i stopped to think.
the examiners smiled at my nervousness. i think they gonna minus my marks.
okay, hopefully a pass for me.

7July2007, 07.07.07
LIVE EARTH!(:
i kept switching channels. between starsports and channel5.
the concert, AWESOME!
i wore GREEN today, did you?
if you have not done so, do it tomorrow!
LIVE EARTH will end on Sunday, 7pm.

now, Wimbledon.
final match. between VenusWilliams and MarionBartoli.
a great match, both players played well!
in the end, Venus is crowned as the Champ(:
i was amazed at how Bartoli plays. she is awesome. unbelievable.shocking.etc.
as for the Men's singles,
Djokovic was injured and thus Nadal won.
final match will be between Nadal and Federer, king of clay and king of grass respectively.
do look out for the match.

to the people.
oh pls. whatever that you have done.
it made me wanna puke.
liars. big time liars. like what the shit luhs.
you took away the trust that i have given you and you are not gonna get it back.

2007-07-05T20:37:00.000-07:00

SCREWED!totally.
this shall serves as a lesson for me. a very difficult lesson indeed.

to i knowwho-es,
im sorry if i have let you down.
i promise, determination it is.
wont let you down the next time round.

2007-07-04T22:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JASLYN(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BENJAMIN(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RIYANTI(:
best wishes and enjoy!

apparently, this is how i feel today.

你赢我。高兴了吧！
你这种人，没有也算了。
你以为你赢我就很了不起吗？哈哈。
你等着瞧吧！我没呢么容易认输的。

这个世界是很残酷的。
我被他们伤害了。
我讨厌他们。
我再也不会相信他们了。:(

there's gonna be alot of changes. 360degrees change.
a change for a good course, definitely.
things may not be the same anymore.
i have to learn how to adapt.
and thanks for the encouragement.
you are always there when im down.

what will you do if everyone in this world go against you?
HA! go die lah. kidding.

2007-07-01T22:32:00.000-07:00

it's the first day of JULY.

HAPPY SWEET 16 neighboouuurrr(:

2007-06-30T00:38:00.000-07:00

tennis tennis and more tennis(:
Wimbledon Championship is here, since 25june. [GRASS, it is]
wasnt able to catch the ROUND ONE and ROUND TWO.
hah! it's ROUND THREE now and i stoned infront of the teevee to watch most of the games.
EXCITING(:

intro pictures.

this is the centre court! im lovin it.

view of all the courts.
centre court is at the top of the picture.

RogerFederer's shoes. CLASSIC luh

nice? wish to have one too?

this is what they do when it starts to rain

thePLAYERS

AndyRoddick. he's my favourite

JankoTipsarevic

ParadornSrichaphan

TimHenman. ooh he is cool(:

JustineHenin. she's my favourite.
world no.1 muahaha :D

ROUND THREE. they went through(:
RafaelNadal
NovakDjokovic
NikolayDavydenko
TomasBerdych
MarcosBaghdatis
MariaSharapova
AmelieMauresmo
SvetlanaKuznetsova
AnaIvanovic
NadiaPetrova
ElenaDementieva
NicoleVaidisova
VenusWilliams

went to VIVOcity today.

saw 2guys fighting, verbal abuse i meant.

one of them is a father and husband, while the other is a young adult

godamnit.

their exchange of words. fcuk man, super pissed by them.

how can a father say all those dirty words infront of his kids? what a role model.

even if he's angry, try to let go of it and not do that.

shoppers crowd around, typical luh.

security came. they nearly fight, physically.

passerby helped to stop the fight.

and bla bla.

they are shameless, man.

ooooh, GST increased to 7%.

"GST increase, but salary never increase". mum said.

quite true luh.

sundayschool tomorrow, hm in 8 hours time.
DEAD :(

2007-06-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

ohgosh, finally had the chance to take a breather and move at a slower pace after such a hectic week.
it's hectic alright.
i have killed zillions of brain cells, thanks to MOCKs.
hah! talking bout MOCKs, i screwed it. every single subject.
the best part was that, i can still find the time to dooozzz off, in the midst of stress, tension, blabla. in other words, i fell asleep while doing the papers. not bad huh :D
esp biology. we have 1h45min and i used 15min to dooozzz off .
mainly cause i didnt study that much for bio :(
and yah, made stupid careless mistakes.
7square - 3square. what will you get. 4square or 40? go work it out.
permutations, i knew how to do it. instead of multiplying it, i did addition.
BG did the same thing,not bad huh.

enough of MOCKs, im going bonkers.
seeked solace in god, prayed, church-ed.
i felt much better, much much better.

the happenings of the week.
1.school re-opens :(
2.mrmui is leaving. left.
3.MOCKs and more MOCKs.
4.study. studi-ed.
5.church-ed church-ed and more church-ed (((:
okayy, it's lifeless alright. and BORING.

26june07
treat others like how you want others to treat you.

27june07
Look at the fruit and you will know.

28june07
'Lord, you know everything; you know that i love you.' simonPeter said to Jesus.
i love this phrase.

29june07
the worst thing you can do for love is to deny it; so when you find that special someone, dont let anyone or anything to get in your way

i need a 10hour sleep badly(:

i dont have to say it out loud,
but whatever it is, it's all in the past.
life has to move on.
to iknowwho-es
promises made. will never let you down.
and yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cause I want to hold yours too(:

2007-06-28T15:25:00.001-07:00

I
SCREWED
UP
MOCKs!
goodlucktomyself.

2007-06-23T02:07:00.000-07:00

slept at 2+ am yesterday, was talking to BG and naveenkumar(:

it's damn retarted to mug in a house filled with human beings.
they laughed like no one's business and as though im transparent. ohcomeon. they sux ha!
im soooo free right now, teaching my bro's friend maths.

and woke up at 7.15am today :( was yawning all the way.
prefectROD. i had tonnes of fun, guys(:
i laughed till i had cramps [thanks to mrLIUzhengyi!], everyone too i believed.
as usual, went for piano. and, i did sorta well for the GIL assignments, thanks to iknowwho.
unfortunately, i did badly for pieces today. out of form, not enough practice!
okayy, exam is in a month's time, which is crazy.
praying hard to get the dates on midaugust, then it wont be that rush, ohplease!
went to marinasquare for dinner with mum and bro. and you know what, i heard the fireworks(: but i was eating, thus didnt have the chance to take a look at it :/
mummy was super nice today, i dont really know why.
she bought a CREATIVEmp3 for me. crap, it's super cool luh!
thanksmummy :D
home-d after that, bro's friend is coming over to stayovernight.
there goes my night of silence ha!

okay, it's 1.52am right now. and he is talking while doing his work. arghh!
nevermind, shall bear with it. sigh.

你让我很开心(:

2007-06-21T02:37:00.000-07:00

believe me, it's 2.07am right now.
and here i am. sitting infront of my preciousone typing out this.
consider this as taking a break from mugging.
"mugging" i meant.

sometimes, when you want things to go according to your way, it backfires. That's the fact of life.
To lead a perfect and happy life doesnt mean that you have to score well academically, be famous, rich and stuff. this is the thinking of a normal human being in this 21st century, i believe.
It's about how you live your life. Have you ever regretted that you live your life this way? If no, that's good. If yes, then goodluck to you LOL
I just dont understand today's society. It has evolved. It has become tooo practical, tooo materialistics. [whatever the case is, it has turned bad]
the people whom i know became strangers to me. it's unbelievable and unexpected.
and inorder to get what they want, they went to the extreme.
Part1. tobecontinued.

i dont wish to let anybody down. esp iknowwho.
their hopes are pinned on me, i cant be so heartless to do that.
bless me, ohlord.

and one great thing. band posting results was out today.
congrats to the band and drum major. JIAYOUs too :D
Rain is the head of welfare and saxophone sectionleader. all the way, girl.
and and and and. saxists are performing on nationalday. that's our last performance.
i had fun (of course, there are the downs too) in my 3years experience in band. details will be up soon, i guess.

it's 2.37am :(
and my retainers are killing me!

2007-06-19T01:41:00.000-07:00

ohmygoodness.
i miss baby much much much.
one day without baby hurts lots.
okayy, baby is my precious laptop. LOL

bignews! [it's nothing big luh]
1. Wimbledon2007 is coming soon, not the qualifying round i meant. 25june(:
awaiting for that day!
2. TigerWoods is a father of a baby girl(:
3. Job openings for MARS 'astronauts' posted. LOL it's true.

sometimes,being a student isnt a great thing.
letting your brain work the extra mile is a torture.
MOCKs is like 5 days away! ohgod.
have to start studying, before seeing an EGG on my paper.
but, i dont mind if i see 1stick and 2EGGs(:
my brother is a lucky guy.
sec1, not much homework. watched teevee the whole day.
as for me. haiz.
shouldnt have wait till the last minute.
i want to stay at grandma's house :D
being random.
and i just saw a lightning.
this is SCARY!

it's 1.41am now.
my windows and doors are shut closed.
but still, i can hear the sound of the wind blowing. howling.
crap. im seriously scared.
thunders and lightning.
gosh! nightmares :(
i need to hide under my precious, comfortable blanket and cover everything.
ciao.

the smiles, laughters and chatters.
taken me aback as eons of memories drift past.

2007-06-17T00:14:00.000-07:00

You grant me the wish that i've ever wanted.

ohwell, this is the last time. 170607

thankyou.

watched SUDIRMAN CUP2007 on SuperSports Plus [channel21]

Semis was last night.

Finals NOW!

it's between China and Indonesia(:

okay, here are the results.

China was crowned the CHAMPIONs.

ohwells, their 6th time.

They were really good ya know.

and the match that i have been waiting for, for years [kidding], - LinDan vs. TaufikHidayat

unfortunately, it wasnt screened. ohno, it wasnt even played luh! wasted :(

only the first 3matches was screened. MixedDoubles, MenDoubles, WomenSingles.

and just from that 3 matches, a CHAMPION was crowned.

CONGRATULATIONS to the Chinese

and, a game well-played to the Indonesians.

the results.

China [3] - Indonesia [0]

pictures.

AndiTandaputra [Indonesia] (:

LinDan [China]

he's an AWESOME player

PeterGade [Denmark]

Martin L Hansen & Jens Eriksen [Denmark]

and that's theCUP!

the top of the cup is a replica of Borobodur(:

2007-06-16T21:28:00.000-07:00

girl, dont you care about anyone in this world anymore

what's with the attitude?

what's wrong if no one cares bout ya?

dont give a damn.

ohcomeon! she is nothing compared to ya.

serious. she is nothing.

live a better life will ya?

promises that never last, LIARS!

DVDs watched(:

the PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS

"Dont ever let somebody tell you that you cant do something... You got a dream, you gotta protect it... If you want something, go get it. Period"

it's an awesome movie! with the rubik's cube (:

the little boy, Jaden Christopher Smith, is utterly cute(:

a movie worth watching, it's inspirational too.

WE ARE MARSHALL

"the subject is football, but the theme is how to overcome adversity."
A true story, based on devastating events, set in Huntington

it's touching alrites.

FOOTBALL isnt just a game.

it's about LIFE, PASSION, EMOTION and some of the greatest highs and lows we can experience in our lives.

both are inspirational movies.

there are lots of learning points.

sometimes, one has to remember that our life isnt a sweet path as it seems to be.

it's a journey where you learn to be somebody in life.

it's a journey full of smiles and tears.

if you do plot a graph of your life, the end result will be a SINEcurve.

yesh, a SINEcurve. the rest, figure it out yourself.

treat everyday like there's no tomorrow.

treat every meal like you are not gonna eat the next day.

treat everything as it is. just be contented.

learn the lesson, dumbo.

i've never stop thinking of that smile and laughters.

i promise i do.

2007-06-15T10:13:00.002-07:00

NOOOOB! (:
i want your movie tickets :D

tomorrow's post gonna be long.

2007-06-14T01:58:00.000-07:00

it's meeting day again.
2meetings in a day. shagged.
had lunch at home and fell asleep while trying to do some work.
gave up :(

went out to meet uncle and family for dinner at 8pm.
lots of problems surfaced - his daughter went missing, my bro was still in church, auntie was somewhere else, etc luh.
in the end, dinner at 9pm. 9PM okayyy?! and it was at Spize (:
saw bro's seniors at Spize.

K - NOOOOB sms-ed, asked me if i want to accompany him to go Vivo.
so there i was, finished my dinner at 9.20pm and went to Vivo, along with cousin[gal].
went to find citychain cuz NOOOOB wants to buy a watch.
stayed in the shop for 20mnutes or so and he finally found the watched that he wanted.
got a free teddybear, not the gigantic ones of course.
so,by the time we came out of the shop, Vivo seemed deserted, not much souls. even the GV cinema was closed?
went to the 3rdlevel of Vivo. admire the scenery and went off.
on the way out of Vivo, NOOOOB saw his friend while i saw cousin[boy] (:
oohh, cousin is flying off on saturday, gonna miss him :/

took 145 to my house. NOOOOB wants to go MAC and eat.
so there i was again, accompany-ed him, along with cousin[gal].
had chocolateSUNDAE (:

and homesweethome at 00.05hours

that's my wonderful RED face.

i like NOOOOB(:
cause he is funny and NOOB!
okayy, being lame here.

i loathe the sight of you
i guess you have found the dream angel of yours.
and i have enough of everything.
that's it.
theEND.

2007-06-13T00:48:00.000-07:00

oh! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,choonlian

isn't life suppose to be beautiful as it is?
aren't memories suppose to keep ya happy?

12June2007.
it's a tuesday.
have to reach school by 8.30am for physics. apparently, i woke up late but was sorta on time to reach school. mrLIM started his lesson, yadayadayada. suprisingly, mrLIM was awesomely nice :D he said this, "oh lets go to the IT lab for theory, the weather is very hot today." ohhello! im soooo suprised! theory lesson it was, followed by practical. managed to do the lens prac((: and it was time for lunch. went back for band. RAIN is in my section and her playing isnt that bad. jiayous ya.
i kept bottling up my frustrations for the past few days. thought that after a goodnite sleep, everything is gonna be over, in a puff! but it didnt.
Went for a run to let go of everything.
i screamed while running, couldnt be bothered that it was a public place after all.
ran and ran and ran. didnt feel tired at all as i felt damn numb from all the pain that are inflicted to me. i guess, that's the END and it was.
of course, felt much better after the run.

13June2007
it's the day - 4i outing at SENTOSA :)
board the monorail. and alot of people were late luh.
we walked a long way at the beach before reaching the spot that we want. people were complaining cuz the walk was kinda long, but ohwells, we found the spot isnt it? :D
they buried me. half buried, thankgod.
played dogandbone.
the showdown between naveen and kaiyuan was the one that i really enjoyed(: and heh! my group won. jane naveen benghong and me
and yah, the beach was kinda empty when we reached there. but after sometime, whooos! people start coming in.
wanted to play some ball games but there wasnt any ball in sight. caught this group of guys who had a volleyball with them and we borrowed it (: they are nice alright to lend it to us.
so, we used that volleyball to play captain's ball. hahahahas i cant stop laughing alrites. the boys' actions was utterly hillarious.
benjamin hairul naveen etc. hahahaha big grins!
ofcourse, the girls lost, i guesss.
and suprisingly, the group of guys wanted to join in, so we played using the bigger court.
had tonnes of fun :D
and it was time to dip ourselves.
went into the water and they start splashing water everywhere. the dry me became wet in just a matter of seconds.
dragged the boys in and got them wet (: while kannan jane and benghong went to cycle.
as time passed, we got hungry. bags of chips were opened and everyone munched on it.
not long, we went to the bicycle kiosk. asked the uncle if he has rollerblade.
ohweellls, he doesnt have it :(
so, we borrowed his basketball and we play. [fyi, siloso beach has a basketball court that has a super tall baskeball ring.]
not long after that, a group of boys wanted to play too. so we versus them. pohgek yixuan kaiyuan and me.
they bluff-ed us. they told us that they are noob. yeah NOOB. we are no match to them, ohcomeon. they are pro alrites.
so we played and played and played.
then we decided to go cycling, touring round sentosa.
and you know what, we got lost [somehow or rather]
trecia joshua naveen hairul kaiyuan and me are the cycling khakis (:
anyways, didnt get to tour much of sentosa. sigh. took a picture :D
chitchatted, bathe and stuff. and time for us to go.

i just realised how BURNT i was. but i love it :D
and kaiyuan, THANKYOUs for the treat (((:
pictures will be uploaded soon.
there are less than 20 who turned up.
call this a class outing. damn.
but at lease i had fun(:

will ya give me a chance to express how i feel?
ohwells, i wont get the chance to meet ya again, would i?

2007-06-11T00:55:00.000-07:00

Mac-ed today. had happymeal ((:

got the babyORGE as the toy. and it's awesomely cute.

slacked all day long. BG and PIG2 came over and watched movie.

shall update more tomorrow.

i think i have learnt something about life from a good friend of mine.

he may not tell me verbally, but the things that he is experiencing right now, is far beyond words can express. i will pray for his well-being, definitely.

BG, you have to survive okayy.

im keeping my head on top of the water, and i hope you are doing the same thing too.

we are the listening ears to each other.

without you, i cant survive.

and dont worry, im willing to listen to your woes

cuz im your friend. and that's what friends are for :D

to BG.

be determined, we can SURVIVE!

things will get better one day.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF ((:

2007-06-10T00:43:00.000-07:00

hohooo! more pictures for the SLcamp2007.
were taken by mrchan((: thankyous :D

but i cant seem to upload it properly.

ohwells nvm shall try it another day

9June2007

a perfect morning to start off with.

no lessons, nothing!

went to mug with TNG and yah, more details with TNG there.

pictures wil be uploaded soon enough....

went home and slack-ed for like HOURS!

hmm mum asked me out ((:

bought a converse shoes, cuz its soles is rather thin. PERFECT!

dinner at Swensens :D

ohmy, nice food with nice icecream ((:

homesweethome then.

MRT was super packed!

10June2007

woke up at 12.54pm. not bad eh!

straight for lunch((:

slack-ed all the way till now, watched teevee, play, etc. ohoooos. i love my day!

okayy, watching teevee now :D

ROLAND GARROS2007.

RafaelNadal won, leaving RogerFederer in the 2nd place.

okayy clay is his expertise, no clams about it :D

bohoos. BYE!

i've given up.

im willing to give up.

i've surrendered.

i lost :/

that's it. that's my fate.

2007-06-08T01:46:00.000-07:00

STUDENT LEADERs' CAMP2007

it was indeed a memorable one. I have made the right choice of going and im very proud of that(: and yah, it's a leadership camp, with some flavour of fun and laughter experienced. I went there as a facilitator, facilitating GROUP1. Reported to school by 6.45am and went to get our butts moving to finish off the preparation stuff. Campers came to school and we did our usual stuff, camp briefing etc.

GROUP1 - wanyee, lydia, xunhao, ranailjit, chengpin, ignatius, jane and clarence.

ohooos! they are loved!

We had our ICEBREAKERS. gosh, it's bad, kind of bad... from a facilitator's perspective, it wasn't that useful as i still see everyone as an individual rather than as a group after the activity. It dampened my mood, totally. i prayed hard that they would be more enthusiastic bout the whole thing, but it doesnt seem to work, for now.

The day was followed by STATION GAMES.

As a facilitator, i have to move around with the group, to follow them wherever they go and do facilitation after every station.

"HUH! i have to do facilitation? ohgod ohgod. die die die." that's what went through my mind.

I dont think i have the confidence to do facilitation. Im afraid that i might ruin the whole thing, etc. arghhh! die. Thankgoodness, we are provided with the "rule book". It consists of the game's rules and procedure. and oh! it has some help on doing facilitation too. oh! im saved.

so, there i was, practically taking any reference that i could to do the facilitation.

Sadly, my way of doing facilitation was WRONG. ohmygod, someone help me!

Fortunately, Sendy told me the right way of doing. It's not that i dont know, it's just that i depended too much on the "rule book" and i was sorta nervous. the last time that i do such facilitation was hm 2 years ago??

had LUNCH(: duck rice. mrchan briefed us again, telling us the certain areas for improvements.

ohoos! i shall apply that.

the AMAZING RACE was next.

It wasnt really the amazing race that you see on teevee. there's time limit, but it's not the group with the fastest time that wins.

anyways, i sorta like the amazing race, it seems fun and i bet the campers enjoyed it too. not forgetting, water elements are put inside too(: the purpose of this amazing race is to let the campers earn the items for their next activity - WaterWar! they have to earn tissue packets, which was their lifeline, water, currybags as water bomb, etc. i shallnt elborate further.

WATER WAR was right after AmazingRace. ohhohoho! it was FUN FUN and FUN. before the game starts, each group was given a flag to put at their bases.

The aim of the WaterWar is to have the groups to take each others' flag. the group who has the most number of flags win. however, there are certain rules to be followed too!

okayy, i shall elaborate more on WaterWar.

at the start of the game, campers were just throwing the bags everywhere, like nobody's business ha!

soon, they got the hang of the game and it was played properly.

We, facilitators and teachers, had our share of fun too! We joined in the game but no one can hit us bith the water bags(: we had a POW station too, for those groups who lost their flags. Do you know what POW stands for? it's Prisoners of Water ((:

"holy water" was splashed to those who came to the POW station. and and and and

THANKS to missLIM, we had our very own water gun! haha

eh, it was a total fun, madness, etc. sultan and me walked around and threw waterbags at the campers. the moment we threw at them, they shouted "EHH!! don't la!!" hahaas.

i saw shiyan and threw at him too. Unfortunately, the bag didnt burst. sobs :/ he was trying to take a revenge but oops, i ran away(:

okayy, i didnt really get away from his revenge. He did threw the bag at me when i was outside the guys toilet, waiting for the pail of water to be refilled. "AARRRGGH, shiyan, nooo!" that's my screaming when he ran after me. and also, mattheus splashed me,sinhua and sultan with a pail of water. and lucky you, sinhua. i covered him from the moving water and was drenched totally. hm the back only luh.

after about an hour of fun, we ended the game and it was time for us to clear the litters around.

next, it was BATH time for the campers, while we sit around and share experiences(: o.O

and yah, it was DINNER time(: a super fulfilling dinner.

okayy, we had our quick dinner and went off to prepare for the night activity -MAZE!

hula! the MAZE. it was super complicated, but fun. it was tiring too, but worth the sweat!

the work was split among mrganesh and mrchan. i love mrchan's loop [it's cool!] while i love mrganesh's organized system. after setting up the MAZE, we tried to crawl through. sinhua sinyee and stephanie [all the S-es] tried mrganesh's maze. bohoos! it hurts lots while going through it. we have to lie low and use our hands, legs and stomach muscle to move ourselves.

under sinhua's guidance, we managed to pull through the maze in 5minutes or so and we only met with one dead end, which is GOOD(:

next, it was the campers' turn to have a try on the superMAZE. with blindfolds on.

i was looking at how they were doing, with mrganesh along side. whenever they meet a dead end, we will be like "ohyes ohyes ohyes! *giggles*"

ohhh jiarong is a funny guy(: i love calling him "MVP" and when i do that, he will go "eh i smack you ah" hahas.

when they have completed the MAZE, they were asked to stay in a room and embrace the darkness. and still with blindfolds on. they even played the game "concentration" there too, with me joining in the game. after getting bored with the game, we started to talk crap.

some time passed, and everyone were asked to have a look at the maze that they had just went through. and guess what's their reaction? "ohmygod! what the?" there are some funny reactions too, but i shallnt mention.

next, it was time for movie screening. however, facilitators were asked to make a decision whether we should screen the movie or not screen it as it was 12am [they are tired, we are shagged too]. ohmygod. it was a tough decision to make.

after much much discussion within ourselves and with the campers, we screened the movie - GRIDIRON GANG. and it was our facilitators' bathing time(: the movie ended at 2.30am and we had a short facilitation with our own groups. my group members were sorta shagged too,poor them.

after all the campers went off to their bunks, we had our own reflection time with the teachers. ahHA! we were super shagged, sleepy, etc. everyone's eyes were 1/2 closed. ohmygod, no one's listening i guess. i tried to stay awake and sort of manage it by talking haha!

okayy, soon enough, it was our bedtime too. kaiyuan and myself went to do our night sentry. those who didnt have their sleeping bags have no choice but to sleep with tables and chairs. some didnt even sleep until 30minutes later.

okayy, after everything has ended, we went to bed too. we used the tables as our bed and went to sleep. i slept right under the fan, ohmy damn cooling luhO(:

2nd DAY.

facilitators woke up at 6am to report at 6.30am for our PT. i got my first shock in the morning - the girls woke up earlier than us, just to use the toilet. and you know what, they are reporting time is 7.30am. sigh.

PT by mrganesh followed by mrchan. ooohhh, damn tiring, but i felt damn good after that! we ran around one part of the school, went to do pull ups, and went around waking people up with our cheers and clappings. haha.

sultan and myself went to prepare breakfast after the PT while the campers were doing PT.

BREAKFAST time it was. our milo wasnt that good, eh we received complaints haha. so, mrchan suggested of having a milomaking remedial for us hahas.

next, it was FUN activity for all of us. we had games such as jumping squares and dodgeball. they had fun, i guess.

ohooos, it was time for the SHARING session. all of us are tired. "hopefully, we dont fall asleep inside" someone told me. however, i didnt manage to keep myself awake. I fell asleep during one of the talks. It's like "ohmy! i cant take it anymore. i need to sleep!"

and thankgoodness! mrchan called saying that he has bought lunch. ahha! it was time for sultan and myself to do our duty(:

ohooos. LUNCH time alright! we had chickenrice but the muslim pupils had nasi briyani, my love. "ohmygod, i wished i could have said that im eating halal food." zhengyi and i said. haha

afternoon was sort of dry. campers have to come out with a proposal for BeYourselfDay and TeachersDay while facilitators stayed around to guide them.

Group1 was good(: most people were enthusiastic bout the whole thing, and im proud of them.

they came out with some really good ideas, that's what i love.

wohoos. it's time for GAMES again. but this time, it's a thinking game - CONSTRUCTION OF TOWER. every group has to construct a tower that will manage a certain amount of weight.

GROUP1 was doing sort of well but members started to work together when they were told "eh, 5 minutes more" LOL. that's what i observed.

we managed to get the tower to stand but it went down during the "weighing" session. ohnevermind, at least we are 3rd. that's a consolation.

AREA CLEANING was next. GROUP1 and GROUP4 and GROUP3 was assigned to clear the MAZE. it's hardwork alright, but we SURVIVED!(:

debrief-ed. GROUP5 was awareded as the best group(: 3cheers to them. however, in my eyes, GROUP1 is the BEST. they are awesome and im proud of them(:

did the survey and homesweethome for the campers.

facilitators cleared our bunks and had our debrief.

ohhh, homesweethom for us too(:

GROUP1, much loves(:

mrganesh's
mrchan's loop. LOVES!

in the midst of construction

To GROUP1, ohmygod, i really enjoyed the times that we were together. you guys were great. Im very PROUD of the fact that you guys improved as a group(: in some way or another, you guys made me confident of facilitating the group as i was intially afraid of it. Some made me impressed and caught me by suprise of their action. didnt imagine such a thing will happen. GROUP1, my love(:

CONCLUSION by stephanie I enjoyed this camp to the max and hope that the rest who attended the camp enjoyed it too. SL CAMP2007 is a meaningful camp whereby you learn things in the midst of fun. seriously, I think i have learnt many things in the course of it and im happy for that! a big THANKYOUs to all who has made the camp successful(:

took more than 3hours to type this out :/

2007-06-07T23:31:00.000-07:00

NO NO NO.
I've given up. I surrender!
BYE!

2007-06-05T00:17:00.000-07:00

5JUNE2007 - THE WORST DAY EVER IN MY CALENDAR.

was irritated in the morning. comeon, that spoils my day, totally.

amaths lesson was,erm, so-so. mrphua loves to pick on me, doesnt he? hahas. okayy, it was partly my fault. i crapped a lot today :) even though i felt like puking again. i dont wanna say what happened after that, cuz it totally turned me off!

next was physics at 11am. mrlim was super nice (: he started late but ended early. ohmygoodness, i was surprised! totally :/

didnt have lunch and went for band.

had sectionals. a fruitful one, im serious. taught the 3 juniors.

to all the 3juniors, hey work hard and practice more, that's how you master the art of playing saxophone(:

had another meeting at harbourfront mac. left early for piano. thankgod i made it in time.

i was deprived of food, badly. stomach starts grumbling :(

since it was GIL, there are about 7 students in the room.

one weird thing happened.

the room was in a total silence. suddenly, *growlss*

okayyy that was my stomach grumbling. everyone turned to look at me but i looked down, embarrassed!

teacher: stephanie, are you okayyy?

me: uh huh.

teacher: are you hungry?

me: err. not really luh [in fact, i was super hungry]

teacher: you sure? i can get some food for you.

me: err, no thank you. [even though i want it badly]

mum fetched me. she brought me and bro for dinner.

yet again, i had dinner at 9.30pm, my first meal of the day! went to rivervalley, again, to rent the dvds for tomorrow.

ohya, during the bus ride there.... there was this woman who sat beside me

*growlss growlss*

woman: eh girl, you okayy?

me: ah! yes. why?

woman: you hungry? havent eat?

me: yah, going to eat.

woman: aiyoh, better be. dont let your stomach suffer.

me: oh thanks

woman: good good, byebye

and she went off.

i was like, OHMYGOD! she can hear the growling of my stomach despite the noise from the engine. it must be super loud.... damn paiseh.

bought MnMs after dinner ((:

and homesweethome at 10.30pm?

water kept me alive for the whole day!

popping MnMs right now(:

im gonna leave home tomorrow.

im so gonnna be missed by my brother, hope so luh >.<>

to you,

so you think you are smart huh.

think that my questions are stupid huh

think that whatever i do is always wrong

think that things have to go your way.

ohman! that's a NO okayy.

things will never go your way, i swear!

2007-06-04T00:20:00.000-07:00

i won't want to ask for much.

i just want my lord to bless everyone in my family. bless them with good health always and their safety. i'll pray for their happiness everyday, before i go to sleep. bless us, ohlord.

life is sooo much precious, and yet, the lives of hundreds of people are claimed everyday [atleast]

if you read today's papers.ohmyholyshit!

a 6yearold girl was drowned. that was an innocent life taken away from this world. that isn't fair.

bless the family, ohlord.

how many times has it been reported for the past few weeks that lives were lost in just a simple, supposedly, happy outing? lives were claimed in the reservoirs, swimmingpool, by a fallen tree, etc. gosh. i really wish that this was just a nightmare.

life is reaallyyyy precious.

spend your time with your loved ones and tell them how much you love and treasure them,before it's too late.

do what you think you have to do, dont ever regret.

i'll live my life with no regrets or whatsoever. and i think, you should too.

i can barely sleep last night. managed to get some sleep after 6.30am.

was awaken by TNG's phonecall at 9.30am, cuz i was late for lesson. thankgod, she called.

rushed to school and by 10am or so, hooola! i arrived.

there was actually some big huuuhaaa when i wasnt around.sigh, missed it.

that was for history lesson. next was english, unexpected.

but missCHIA was utterly nice. she taught for half an hour or so and she let us off ((:

met sultan, sinhua, zhengyi for the meeting. sigh, had MAC for lunch. good grief. no more fast food for me, i swear.

went to watch SHREK3, dont wanna waste the free ticket.
was supposed to watch with mum, but i cant get her a ticket. it was sold out! crap.
in the end, i watched it alone.
with only 3 hours of sleep in the morning, i nearly fell asleep while watching. [to make it clear, i fell asleep for 15 minutes of the movie, mind was wandering around for 10minutes or so. wasted. the movie was just 1andhalfhour show.]
so, how would i rate the movie?
RATINGS - 6.5stars.
the movie is actually worth your 7bucks, but definitely not your 9.5bucks. [get what i mean?]
the story is rather inspirational but not to that extent.
what's good bout the movie would be their animated characters. ohmyholycrap! they are cuteee((: the story line isn't what i expected. it's sorta boring, but on the other hand, it's hillarious.
a relief was that their introduction and ending wasnt that bad, it's just their "body" of the story line that bored me. ha! overall, it's not tooo bad. *edited* i think im gonna watch it again. i want to be fully awake for the next one.
went to have dinner with mum and bro at 9.30pm.
good grief. i nearly puked after dinner.
i swear, no more food after 9pm!

gosh, i reallllyyyy feel like throwing up everything that i had eaten today. unfortunately, it got "stuck" LOL.
popped in panadol as i wasnt feeling that well, headaches and mum said that i had fever LOL.
after effect, drowsy :/
im gonna be sick soon. and probably, i should go for a checkup on my stomach. im very sure, there's a definite problem with it! :(

there's nothing that i can do.
thanks for listening to my woes.
and munwah, i guess you are right. we should find one day for all of the 508people to meet up, that would be nice ((: i missed those times.

2007-06-03T23:49:00.000-07:00

i don't really know what life is actually about.
is it meant to go on like this or would it stop?
im in a serious serious serious deep shit! ohman, this is super bad.
i'm like trapped in a million metres deep hole and would never be able to get out of it. NEVER.
ohwell, i will just sit around and wait till someone rescue me :(
sometimes, i thought he/she would be there for me, but guess what, i dont think so.
i need some kind support to hold my head high so that i could breathe.
i need the phonecalls again. i need to smile again.
would you do it?

it's night and here i am posting, while watching teevee.

i guess life isnt a straight path that i wished for. it's a windy road which will never ends till the day you leave this world.

ohmyshittybohoos! i should start bucking up and get my ass moving. i should slack no more, it's too late.......

fine nevermind. sunday, church day. it's trinity sunday. and copus christi next week.

bohoos! i had icecream today from IslandCreamery. NICENICE tasted ReversO and freshBANANA. went to boontongkee for dinner. sighsigh, they are wasting paper. go and have a look and u will understand what i meant.

when we came out of the restaurant, bus32 was at the back of us by 100m or so. what did we do? ahHA! after a fulfilling dinner, we RAN all the way to the bus stop. it was kinda dumb though haha.

okayy, whoever that person is, shutup and GO AWAY!

asdfghjlikepaosdsidisiorieoiod AAARRRRGGHHH!!!

agsjdgsadeuihdkjsoqoiwoiekdlkskadkasd!

you know what, shutup and GO AWAY!

i hate you!!! arghhh.... fuck! arghhh.. BYE!

2007-06-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

life isnt going as well as i wished to but ohwells, have to bear with it :(
i'm in a serious deep shit!
i dont think i would be able to come out of it unless im soooo determined, which im not currently.
how i wish that i was the 9yearold stephanie, where my mum would nag and lecture me from sunrise till sunset, nonstop. that's because of my laziness and stuff. she did it for a year of my life and it seemed like a serious wake up call for me. the 9yearold me thought that i had enough of it, but as for now, come to think of it again, i wish she would do this right now, at this point of time. it doesnt matter how much or how long she gonna do it. i really need it badly.
OR maybe not her. maybe someone else would do it on her behalf, definitely not my dad [he treats me as a young adult, he wont lecture :( ]
i guess, life without lectures from the people of the older generation do sux alot. I used to resent to whatever they would say, but i really do hope that they would lecture me again to get my butt moving.
aaww man, i really need those lectures, BADLY!

okayy, back to my "holiday" season.
it wasnt much of a holiday for me. lessons and more lessons. this week wasnt that many of them, but next week, ohhelllo! it's zillions of them. okayy, im exaggerating the whole matter. hm, but it's really tonnes of them! and it would be the whole day of lessons and i've got camp. ohlord! save me :( as for next week, monday to friday, i will be fully occupied, busy! thanks to lessons and etc. gosh, i would really want to enjoy myself on the next weekends.

1June2007.
started off the morning with english lesson. we were practising for oral exams, goodness. the day was followed with physics theory lesson, where i fell asleep twice and mrLIM knows it, good grief! i couldnt fully concentrate during his lesson and now, i've got the after effect - i dont understand what he is trying to teach :( this is bad! next, as usual, had tuiton. reached home at 9+pm and my work starts piling up since then. yesh, zillions of them. piano homework is still not done, school work was barely touched, etc etc. after 2 hours or so, completed half of the work and it was bedtime for me.

2June2007 , today
woke up at 11am. yesh super late luh, but i had 9hours of sleep((: brought bro for a jog.
slacked at home till 4.45pm, that's when im suppose to go for piano. sighsigh, didnt play that well today :( okayy, i admit, i didnt practised everyday. ohwell, teacher wants me to play it legato instead of detached. ohman, im super sad when i heard it :((( had aural practice today and she wants me to sing the tune out [with perfect pitch]. i was like, ZOMG! okayy, after piano, went to watch POTC3 with boy. ohwells, engwah cinema seems to show the movie on time. so yah, it was freaking cold inside and i was freezing... POTC3? not that bad luh. i dont get the story at all, but it was sorta hilarious though. the effects were not bad yah.
RATINGS - 6.5 stars.
next movie - shrek3 ((:
homesweethome at 11.30pm? yah, it's late. seriously late.

how i wish if life were to be as it is with no pressure and stuff.
time waits for no man. it's true.
as for year2007, life seems to be a rat race for me and im like a tortoise who is trying to catch up with time. emphasising on the word, TORTOISE. i guess, im slow. bohoos!
with determination, comes success. true enough. i need to have that determination.
im not gonna let my mummy and daddy down, im gonna make them proud, that's my aim.

ohwells, we had a great time today.
thanks for the sandwiches and im utterly sorry bout your phone. my bad kay?
mr social responsible, THANK YOU ((:

it's 2.21am and it's bedtime!

2007-05-31T23:53:00.000-07:00

FCUK. it's reaaally hhaarrdddd to give something up.
something that is really close to you
something that you treasure most
something that you really want.
aahhh! damn it.

on the lighter side.
i got my CRUMPLER [finally!]
mummy got it for me. she is utterlyLOVING today LOL. she is NICE alright! ((:
shop-ed at orchard. bought tonnes of stuff. GreatSingaporeSale(:

i love ya, grandma(:

booohoooos!
smiles((:

2007-05-30T23:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday's and today's happenings.

29may2007

gosh. i need some time to recall.

err.

hmm.

ahHA!

woke up at 11am and went for band at 1pm. yes BAND. ohmummy, i miss my saxy to the core.but some went to the extreme of hugging the cases too LOL. okay, first band practice after a long break. just went through one piece :( and mr foo's professor was there. pressure alright.

29may- mr foo's and amelia's birthday.

happyBIRTHDAY to the both of ya ((:

they missed their saxy to the max

after band, went to meet mummy at Expo for the Singapore Food Festival or something of that kind, it was the last day. as expected, there was a large crowd the moment we got there. LARGE crowd. was squezzed here and there but saw quite a number of good foods. i settled my lunch and dinner by eating most of their samples. LOL.
home-d with bags of goodies. [there are people who brought trolleys there too]
homesweethome at 10.45pm

not enough chairs :(

30may2007
went to school at 9am for lesson. gosh, 9am. i was deprived from my beauty sleep:(
there we were having amaths and english lesson. sigh.
stayed back for SLmeeting. watched the movie "Gridiron Gang". i watched it last night, and nearly cried :( it's inspirational and touching tooo.
had lots of snacks, mainly icecream and potatochips((:
played the games and stuff. left school for tiong and had dinner.
bus63 was super crowded again. but i had no choice but to board it. bro was waiting for me for his dinner :P
yupps. homesweethome at 9.30pm. mummy's not feeling well :( takecare mummy.
msn seems rather alive now. haha.
i want my beauty sleep.

GRIDIRON GANG. it's an inspirational movie whereby the bad becoming good. everything bout this movie is good except for their usage of words. rather influential. but seriously, it's a nice movie that is worth watching.

ohboy, how are you doing there? do come back soon, i miss the rants((:

2007-05-29T00:36:00.000-07:00

it's 12.06am
the much awaited time - ENDofCHINESE.
had the Os today. screwed up totally [im praying hard for a good grade though]
used zillions of brain cells just to do a total of 3nhalf hour of chinese.
BRAINDEAD :(
went to skate with cousin, neighbour and ryan.
had tonnes of fun, eventhough i was like super noob there luh.
however, our fun didnt last long. we have to leave the rink, or else "kena FINE" [pay for overtime]
we left the rink at 4.33pm. aww, i still wanna skate more [since i got the hang of it]
went to MAC and i had my chocolateSundae and fries again((:
mummy asked me to meet her at boonlay. thankgod, not that far.
sooo off we go to the mrt station.

met mummy at jurongpoint and went around, window shopping.
bought a BLUE nike bottle for myself(:
decided to go to OrchardRd for more shopping but mummy had something on later.
i sort of threw my temper at her. sigh. im sorrrrryyy mummy.
out of the blue, bro suggested to go home, and i agreed.
mum went to do her stuff while me and bro at home. both of us were glued to the teeeveee from 7pm to 10pm.
and till now, im still slacking, enjoying the aircon :D

companionless - ME.
msn seems sooo dead.
talk to me...........
im soooo gonna miss ya((:

2007-05-27T01:06:00.000-07:00

it's 12.36am right now.
wanted to update my blog last night, but who knows, internet was having a serious problem.
tried to solve it, but failed terribly.

25may2007
it's friday alright. which also means that it's the last day of the term. the last day for ACEcamp too.
boring talks throughout the day. first was by our principal, followed by a motivational talk and a talk on cyberwellness. literally slept during the talks. the last event for the day was the sexuality talk. yes, another talk again. but this time, it was sort of fun and interactive.
had SL meeting after school and we have gotten a sample of our SL shirt. it's NICE((:
followed by lunch at gwc and tuition-ed. BRAINDEAD!

26may2007
it's the very first saturday that i dont have to go to school for lessons. rare occassion alright. so woke up at 9am. slacked all the way.
went to church. "HOOP DREAMS", a basketball competition organized by stbernadette's youth ministry((: had a total fun playing and meeting new friends.
BLOB- vincent, nicholas, leroy and stephanie
we were 2nd, after losing to WANNABE or WANNABABE [cant remember]. they are pro alright. yes yes, i had tonnnesss of FUN((: from 2pm till 5.15pm. but i missed out the BBQ. [no pictures :( ]
as usual, rushed down for piano. sigh, late again. this is my 4th time.
played well. teacher said "not bad". eh that's good enough. the last time she said that to me was half a year ago?
met mum and her friend at plazasing. bought lots of food. haha
soo we went around, window shopping. shouldnt have went plazasing, nothing much to see luh.
after sometime, bro came and join us and we went for dinner at yoshinoya ((:
women were chatting, children were playing, and their laughters can be heard a thousand miles away.
and homesweethome.
seriously speaking plazasing should upgrade their toilets. out of 3 toilets that i went to, 2 of them has "flushing problem". that means to say, their toilets cant be flushed.
serious BRAINDEAD again

ohboy, you left a note, saying that you are leaving.
i was devastated, it is as if my heart was torn into billions and trillions of pieces, wishing that i could leave with you.
however, a special message of yours mended the bits and pieces of my broken heart, but i am still wishing........ till now.
when you are gone,
no one will keep me company through the wee hours of the night
as it's only you that is willing to do that.
as i looked up at the night sky, i saw the moon that is shining brightly through the night and...
will you be looking at the same moon as i do and do the same thing as i do?
only you has the answer.
havefun there and takecare(:

took 36minutes to post this.

DAMN!
CHINESE Os, tomorrow.
ZOOOMMMGG!

2007-05-24T18:51:00.000-07:00

the second day of ACEcamp. it freaks me out totally.
the whole thing was kinda boring, but not totally luh.
it was filled with talks and more talks for the day.
at 10.30am, off we went to SAJC.
SAJC is at PotongPasir. far luh
this is NICE((: ME and TNG
the cultural hall. 1000seater.
that's the canteen
bridge-connecting the st andrew's family
the rock-wall
this is CUTE((:
while this is NICE((:
i LOVE their TENNIS COURT!ooohhh! nice track ((:

ohmy, SAJC is rather cool. but their cutoff score. ohgod! 8points for science :/
and it's soooo far luh.
considering*

2007-05-23T19:22:00.000-07:00

the first day of ACEcamp.

isnt that enjoyable though, but it's sorta of a learning journey [not bad luh]

4i was split-ed up, AGAIN [it's always my class, i just dont get it why.]

study trail was "ok ok". fell asleep in one of the station cuz the speaker just kept talking and talking, without stop. but she is niicceee! she gave us sweets ((:

Freedom Writers.
it's such an inspirational movie indeed.
it made me shed tears.
it made me realise how we can change our life if we want to.
it made me realise how important education is to those who are less fortunate than us.
it's a NICE movie, with good soundtracks ((:
ratings - 8.5/10
for more info, click HERE!

freedom writers' soundtracks - HERE!

had SL meeting after the movie.

discussed lots of stuff bout the camp. well done ((:

end-ed and went to walk around [MarinaSquare]

saw this $69 Creative MP3 player.

sendy, kaiyuan, sinhua, sultan and myself wanted to buy one, after we saved enough though :/ [zhengyi, you want one too?]

i want the GREEN one ((:

had cravings for icecream, and off we went to MACs, bought chocolateSundae.

walked all the way to cityhall mrt.

sultan,sendy and zhengyi went home while the rest of us went to rafflesCity and walk around.

first stop was the marketPlace. ahha! the food there. ohmy, irresistible!

went to adidas next and saw some weird and cute accessories.

ended my day.

should i start mugging?

NO. let me relax ((:

2007-05-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

the moment that i have been waiting for - theEND of socialstudies paper (:
gosh! that super heavy load of mine is finally out of me.
no more studying till the wee hours.
no more staying up late for anything regarding studies.

UNFORTUNATELY,
O level mothertounge is just SIX days away :/
sigh, have to start mugging or else i would end up with a B4 once again.
bless me oh lord. keep me calm always.

screwed my mocks totally.
got back chem prac results.
26.5 out of 40. whatthe?!
have to do better :/

ACE camp tomorrow.
can't believe there's actually a camp, sorta of a study camp.
that's lame luh.

mummy's not home :(